I'm a fuck-up.
I do mean things & am a bad person in general.
I used to write all my feeling down in this thing, but since chris doesn't ever log in anymore, it's useless.
that's why all my posts are such bullshit.
doesn't he realize that he would learn so much about how I'm feeling if he just took the time or put forth the effort of simply logging in? (as sad as that sounds)
I can't talk about things, so I write them down or keep them locked away inside.
I just need one person to understand me.
I don't like being me, I just have to deal with it.